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[25 Aug 2005|11:35pm] |
and say
did you ever walk home in the rain
wasting the bike's plastic frame
another suburb maze game
but wait
never would have followed the fate
and never will at this rate
hah! maybe he's already late
for what
to lighten his head when he's down on his luck and trading his life for the right bite
butter up the rainy day youll wear out your short stay and tower over the right hight
let go
of the vanity clowns juggling petals in your skull
no more glow no more life when you feal colder than snow
fuck you! let the grass finally grow watch it blow.
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[25 Aug 2005|11:17pm] |
okay lets see. four bottles of hydrochloric acid. five boxes of dollar store imitation rice crispy treats. and six different kinds of light bulbs three of them halogen. we were ready.
but for what and what do you mean 'we'?
you know exactly what i mean.
i knew what he ment but i still needed more time to remember my name.
"what are the lightbulbs for?"
who are you talking to? the wall. you are pathetic.
i thought maybe it was the colors that were fuckin with my head. red is a horrible color to paint the walls. i should of picked green. with green you cant lose.
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[25 Aug 2005|11:11pm] |
"who the fuck is it?"
"its murray, i wanted to give you the pictures...they came back and i wanted to show you them."
"leave them under the doormat."
"well actually i wanted to show my old lady and i only made one copy...why is the door locked?"
"i know what you want."
"hey man, i only want to show you these pictures."
"do you think im stupid, murray?"
"no."
"then get the fuck out of here."
it was maybe four hours later when there was a great pounding at the door. That was when i knew the neighbor was
off his meds again.
"Fuck you, john. i have fuckin' church tomarrow."
"i told you not to touch my door you son of a bitch."
"and i told you not to keep tapping on the walls at night it keeps me up all night AND I THINK YOU MIGHT HAVE
REALIZED THAT I DONT SLEEP VERY WELL. AM I MAKING MYSELF CLEAR YOU RAT BASTARD!"
i paused.
"i wasnt tapping."
then maybe four hours later i was heading down to florida to meet my friend for coffee and chess. i looked at my
watch but i lost my concept of time not long ago. i could only understand that the distance between the lines
and the hands had to do with linear progression but that was old news what i had to do now was to seriously
start planning my stories. get them straight. i forgot most of them on the way here. being away from the house
fucks with my brain. the pulses are off kilter.
"well i believe we are in a difficult position"
"that is true."
"do you know why?"
"i was speeding."
that was mabye four minutes before the gun went off.
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| BACK TO LIVEJOURNAL BACK TO WRITING SENSELESS DRIBBLE BACK TO THE FUTURE |
[09 Aug 2005|10:22pm] |
TEN MILLION SUNS WERE AT MY DOORSTEP
and do you know what i said
fuck you its hot enough all ready
-its been so hot
-how hot is it?!!!!
-its so hot that i couldnt come up with a joke
im goin to tie dye town for a while i might stop off at valium village
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if you can read this than give me a call because i dont know what the hell it says
and oh yeah im almost halfway done the second part of tunnel of light woo hoo
jejubohn
i just made up a word
think it might have something to do with peanut butter?
no
its probobly another word for kehkollical
which i also made up
which is the final state of peanut butter before it is eaten
so it does have to do with peanut butter
but then again i may be thinking of kheklocklical
which is the name of a particular systematic function of the outermost shell of the central technical mechanical state in the....
weather dries the forests eyes
say that to somebody and see what they say
i bet theyll say 'what?'
followed by 'what the hell did you say?'
and then theyll punch you
but only if your a robot
if your not youd better jump back because theyre gonna kick you
in the crotch
i need some weed
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!
wheres some weed when you need it
its in a plant but you have to feed it
light and water is all it asks for
but who are you doing the tasks for
you so its more gratifying in an intresting way
the song is over thought id something more to say
ill get back to you
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[23 Feb 2005|03:19pm] |
i feel lonely
so fucking lonely
and im sick of seeing idiot couples rubbing happiness in my face
tired of seeing couples who have no clue about what it means to have someone by your side
there is no love in our school
all there is is empty pleasures
hollow and cold
ive never been close to anyone psychologically or physically
no one takes pity on me and says hello
NOBODY
my stomache aches with lonelyness
HUMANS ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE FEALINGS GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!
why do i feal like nobody understands
because everyone i know has had somebody in their life at one point
but me...
...nope
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| pigs have funny noses |
[27 Jan 2005|04:34pm] |
tip of the day:
dont ride around at two in the morning in a stolen car
...at least make sure your mom wont wake up
if i get an okay from lorin to talk about the incident then ill post but i cant right now
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[10 Jan 2005|12:17pm] |
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so any way...
another julia party came and went
i had a fun time
though im not too fond of social gatherings i did manage to keep myself from killing everybody
i was listening to that jesus guy playing guitar for most of the time
his fingers started to bleed so i made a pick out of a red plastic cup
robot boy was funny but a little sad
it seemed like it was shot with a film camera like a 35 mm or something
i also really liked the music video by whats her name kimya or something
since i have to make a video for media class i think that was a good inspiration
i was gonna do a pink floyd song but its hard to do trippy stuf when you arent allowed to do anything to improve your video the least bit
so ill just stick to some other song
if you have any suggestions that would be cool
i got really strange weed the other day
its mostly leaves wich sucks because ive been smoking that really nice stuff and now i have crap
but whatever
i really hope somebody throws a movie party where we canall watch ju-on
that movie is awesome and had an impact on me while i was thinking up no place to sleep
speeking of which im sure well be shooting before spring but i cant make any promises
the story still lacks something that i require in everyone of my scripts and movies
it lacks a meaning or philosphy
although this is just an excuse to have fun so whatever
ive already created too much depth to be at least hinted in a film like ours
this will be the first literally no-budget film that will actually be good
i also have some ideas for a comedy for when we are done but that will have to wait for the summer
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| waystin thyme en spehlin thyngz rawng |
[02 Jan 2005|04:03pm] |
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hear my train a comin'- jimmy hendrix |
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if you dont like star wars then you can go eat a womprat
the success of starwars and george lucas is an inspirational story to many a indie filmaker mainly
because lucas rose against the evil empire of hollywood and succeeded against infinate odds
any way:
i went to florida for the break
the place we usually go was destroyed and the beach was cold and the sand was gone
i have some good family stuff mr. kemery would like
you know things that are dark but funny or that would insult a bunch of people or that may destroy
the world
i gotta go now but ill post another entry later
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| i have returned |
[02 Jan 2005|12:37am] |
i really have no worthwhile news so ill give you some WORTHLESS news
i am nearing completion of the outline of my no-budget film i am making with julia
here is a short summary for those of you whom are interested:
-NO PLACE TO SLEEP-
the film follows the story of a group of kids that all share connections with a girl recently released from a nearby mental institution.
when the small town of euphorion undergoes the transition to a new year a nightmare reality is released onto the town consuming the lives of the townspeople. also released are the many victims of the towns nightmarish past. among the souls is a young girl who is destined to posses the kids to steal their dreams and memories.
im tired right now so ill talk more about it next entry
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| romeo and juliet GANGSTA STYLE |
[11 May 2004|02:40pm] |
yo yo yo
two cribs both the same in digidy
in this banging verona were this shit is happenen
where all this urban shit brings all this ill shit
and every niggas peice is covered in blood
well anyway all this shit thats all fucked up
and this nigga wid his ho kill themselves IN THA HEAD NIGGA
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[10 May 2004|05:20pm] |
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[10 May 2004|05:02pm] |
where is it? WHERE THE FUCK IS IT? oh, here it is.
so anyway i woke up about four in the morning today and couldnt go back to sleep so i watched bound untill it was six o clock at which point i put in party monster and watched that untill six fifty.
i had this dream the other night:
from what i remember the majority of the dream took place in this hallway in our school (it was in the corner where the trophies are closest to the media center) where first the doors were hotel rooms and then they were openings to like night clubs. the dream was sort of like a movie. i had to kill specific leaders of these raves. there was one next to a ocean where tanks drove by. another one was in a courtyard. and one was on a big open space. as i traveled thrught each of these raves there was voice over. 'first is the blah blah blah. second is general blah blah of the english army. third is the blah blah'. one of these leaders was a big dangerous monster which reminded me of sauron from lotr. the parts i can remember best was one of the raves that had people in like bondage type 'situations' and this event that was the end of my dream: i entered the last nightclub thing to kill the last leader but as i entered i approuched a security guard and said that i got lost and needed to leave because i got scared. the gaurd wanted to take me to the leader but i knew that he was gonna kill me so i pressed to leave through a door that was like the doors to our school (glass). i refused to go along with him and walked out the door. he followed me but when we got out he stopped and just started to walk slowly and a bunch of people started to follow him and so there was a bunch of gothic looking people all traveling together. then there was a giant black bird with a long tail perched on the gaurd (now goth). so i killed the gaurd and tried to catch the bird but it flew out of my grasp. thats the last i can remember.
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[16 Apr 2004|10:53am] |
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go go let me help the sun shine
we will be homer dolly pills entrance popular towers down this structure
flow down ghost empires drain simplest weather quip shows darkly plowing
horror shackles dimming this gripping house franchise diptheria flowers
chi oriphis wasting quizzes props warmerinside mirrors walking powerfull
hopping gentle losses
reacing weeping
28days later
kill bill volume 2
channels
mortuary calms of victims fasting wateralls
shine
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[06 Apr 2004|11:11am] |
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there was a knock at the door. something thin and shiny slipped under it. it was an instant photo of rosa. the photo had worn marks on each of the corners as if it had been taped to something. i crawled to the door, stopping at the point to where i could reach the photo if i stretched my arm. i grabbed it and scrambled back behind the wall....
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[05 Apr 2004|11:10am] |
there was chill. a cold frigid spine tingeling sensation in the warm room full of comfort. the fear. the fear of judgement. the fear of being caught, shaking nervously like an old woman trying to work up enough strength to scold a young person.
officer: excuse me sir
the cop had that ring in his voice. authoritive but horribly nervouse
john: can i help you?
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[29 Mar 2004|08:09am] |
coming soon the greatest video game of all time
the yellow squares chase you, the red circle, as you hunt down and consume he blue triangles
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[23 Mar 2004|08:14am] |
THE small BOATS ARE FOLLOWING ME THROUGH THE RIVER OF MY MIND
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[19 Mar 2004|03:14pm] |
look! norton fell off, norton fell off, norton fell off his tricycle
see! the internet ate, the internet ate, the internet ate my wishing well
WHOA! THE ITTY BITTY RUNNING RED BOUNCING BALL RAN OVER MY GROOOOVE RAN, OVER MY GROOVE
hey!the living dead hand, the living dead hand, the living dead hand is grabbing my hair
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[09 Mar 2004|04:13pm] |
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[08 Mar 2004|10:35pm] |
!all the counting sheep are off grazing in the emerald green feilds
@the puppet severs his ties with a chainsaw and kills his puppetier
#will everyone die tomorrow in a big explosion and would it be during their happiest moment of their lives
$the questions in life can be answered by tech support
%people can no longer see the truth they are blinded by false idols and the drug of comfort
the lights are all flashing at my hopeless little failure of a flower garden when they should be focusing at there own problems when will cats finnally learn to talk in human tounge the clouds burn through the sky'e stomach I WANT A BOOK THAT CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO
the fksjajnclsdeieddmdododdis no longer a fucking problem no siree
THAT FUCKING BASTARD BAG OF SHIT CANT FUCK FOR FUCKING SHIT GOD DAMN IT AND HELL FUCK YOU IF THE FUCKING FUCKER CANT FUCKING FUCK FOR FUCKING SHIT FUCK THE FUCKING FUCKERS WHO PISS ON MY FUCKING LAWN
P___R____O_____F_A___I____N__E
AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT
OR MABYE NOT
DEPENDS ON HOW YOU SEE THE WORLD
UNLESSSSDDDDCCCC NEVERMIND
1 L1V3 0N M0UNA1N2 0F TH3 PUR32T 2UN2H1N3
WE ARE ALL pArt Of HiS twIsTEd woRld of dreams and fantasy
IF YOU WERE A TINY ANIMAL LIVING ON THE CRUMBS OF HUMANS HOW WOULD YOU FEEL
I think SLEEP is just around the corner
and to the right
three blocks down
on the left
and turn
and go right
then go ----straight--------->
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